Sasaki Andi - I keep laughing like I’m okay [Official Audio]
Lyric : I keep laughing like I’m okay
Took the long way home again,
Passed that bubble tea spot you used to hate
Thought I saw your cap in the window
just some stranger with better taste
I laughed, kinda loud, way too loud
Barista gave me that “you good?” face
I just said “allergies,”
then stared at my phone 'til the queue moved
I got plans tonight, but not really
Said I’d meet up, but I won’t leave my bed
Still wearing that dumb flannel you said
made me look “kinda soft”, whatever that meant
I keep laughing like I’m okay
Like I didn’t just scroll past your face today
You looked happy, new haircut or something
I looked like a ghost in aisle three
Got my playlist loud in the background
Singing songs I don’t even relate to now
But if I stop, it gets too quiet
And I can’t deal with that silence
So I keep laughing, like I’m okay
My group chat’s blowing up again
Someone’s birthday, someone’s breakup
I send memes like I’m fully alive
While lowkey rewinding your voice note
You said, “Don’t overthink this too much”
That was two days before you dipped
Now I’m overthinking the way you tied your shoes
Like it’s some kinda clue I missed
Heard you’re “doing better,” that’s cool
Saw it on someone’s blurry story
You had that grin, the one I thought was just for me
Guess you passed it around like candy
I keep laughing like I’m okay
Like I didn’t almost text you yesterday
Typed “hey” then backspaced all the way
Like that’d undo the part where you walked away
Put my phone face down on the carpet
Like that stops me from checking it every ten
If I say I’m fine enough, maybe I’ll buy it
But I’m still trying not to cry in Target
So I keep laughing, like I’m okay
Even my cat keeps looking at me weird
Like he knows something’s off
He sat by the door all day today
Still waiting for you to knock
I told him, “She’s not coming back,”
but my voice cracked halfway through
He wagged his tail anyway
Like he didn’t wanna believe it too
Recording Equipment
Microphones:
Shure SM7B
Audio-Technica AT2020
Rode NT1
newman tlm 103
Guitar:
apx 600
DS-240
Pop Filter:
Aokeo Metal Mesh Pop Filter
Soundproofing:
Acoustic Foam Panels
Mic Stands:
Rode PSA1 Boom Arm
Audio Interfaces:
Focusrite Scarlett 2i2
Universal Audio Apollo Twin X
Studio Monitoring
Headphones:
Audio-Technica ATH-M50X
Beyerdynamic DT 770 Pro
headset Shure SRH1840
Studio Monitors:
Yamaha HS8
KRK Rokit 5 G4
MIDI Controllers
Akai MPK Mini MK3
Novation Launchkey MK3
DAWs (Digital Audio Workstations)
Music Production Applications:
FL Studio 21
Ableton Live 11
Logic Pro X
Pro Tools
GarageBand
Plugins and Additional Effects:
iZotope Ozone 10
Serum
Kontakt by Native Instruments
Autotune by Antares
Waves Plugins
Cameras:
Sony ZV-1
Canon EOS M50 Mark II
Camera Microphones:
Rode VideoMic Pro+
Video Editing:
Adobe Premiere Pro:
Final Cut Pro
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